So GIANT error on my part...I have become detached from my brothers and have been living in a ”funk” for the last couple months. Spending limited time reading my bible and such. How quickly God will anxiously engage you when you seek Him. His Word opened up and hugged me today. I AM NOT BROKEN and looking for Jesus to ”fix” me!? I have been MADE NEW! Jesus is in me and God WILL open my eyes to what I am to become!! How extremely humbling to know how He longs for a relationship with me after all I’ve done! Father! Thank you!